Co-authored with my dad, Reverend Philip VanDop @ CalculatedWanderings.com.
She sat in my office, shoulders slumped – heavy with the weight of fear from past memories. Burdens she’d chosen to carry too many long and lonely years.
My heart broke as her life’s painful timeline unraveled through desperate, broken sentences.
Tears and exhaustion stained her face. Her heart – a well trodden battleground. Her soul – discouraged and lost in the dark.
She’d lived her life blinded by pitch black – with no light to guide her steps. She needed the light switched on, directing her path.
Why do we choose to live in darkness?
In a time in which electricity is a commodity and “light” is always a flip switch away – we consistently chose to clothe our hearts in darkness.
Driven by fear from deeply hidden secrets – we believe Satan’s whispers that hiding from the truth (light) is safe and acceptable.
Fear and hurt build up…
…secrets bang on the door of our lives, threatening to destroy us…
…vulnerability becomes a consistent worse case scenario.
We double down on poor tactics and destructive coping mechanisms which are misguided at best and outright lies at worst.
Satan, like a cock roach, lurks in the dark. Hiding under floor boards and between the cracks slithers around where we can’t see him. Shine the Light and see him, the cock roach, scatter – running towards a blackened sanctuary.
God is Light. He is the Truth that erases the shadows which seem to make our lies bigger than reality.
You, O LORD, keep my lamp burning; my God turns my darkness into light. (Psalm 18:28)
It is my hope and prayer that if you are hiding behind corrosive secrets, you realize God is here to help you heal. Nothing is beyond Him, nothing is more than He can handle. Remember His Son died so that you could be healed of the greatest hurts, the deepest secrets and the loudest criticisms. Let His light shine in all of your life so that your secrets, whatever they may be, will scatter for darker sanctuaries.